Selma Blair says she was raped ‘a number of occasions’ in new memoir: ‘I had so much shame and blame’

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Selma Blair is making some heartbreaking confessions about her previous.

The actress, who was identified with a number of sclerosis in 2018, has written a brand new memoir titled “Mean Baby,” which is ready to be launched on Could 17. In it, she detailed how her battle with alcohol abuse began when she was simply 7 years previous.

“I don’t know if I would’ve survived childhood without alcoholism,” the 49-year-old instructed People magazine within the newest concern. “That’s why it’s such a problem for a lot of people. It really is a huge comfort, a huge relief in the beginning. Maybe even the first few years for me because I did start really young with that as a comfort, as a coping mechanism.”

In an excerpt revealed by the outlet, Blair described her first time getting drunk as “a revelation.”

SELMA BLAIR SAYS SHE MIGHT ACT AGAIN AFTER GOING INTO ‘REMISSION’ FROM MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS

Selma Blair has written a new memoir titled

Selma Blair has written a brand new memoir titled “Mean Baby.”
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“As I took small sips of the Manischewitz I was allowed throughout the seder a light flooded through me, filling me up with the warmth of God,” the “Cruel Intentions” star wrote. “But the year I was 7, when we basically had Manischewitz on tap and no one was paying attention to my consumption level, I put it together: the feeling was not God but fermentation.”

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“I thought ‘Well this is a huge disappointment, but since it turns out I can get the warmth of the Lord from a bottle, thank God there’s one right here,’” she continued. “I got drunk that night. Very drunk. Eventually, I was put in my sister Katie’s bed with her. In the morning, I didn’t remember how I’d gotten there.”

In response to Blair, she would take “quick sips” in her early years of ingesting to deal with her anxiousness.

“I usually barely even got tipsy,” she wrote. “I became an expert alcoholic, adept at hiding my secret.”

Selma Blair and Sarah Michelle Gellar of

Selma Blair and Sarah Michelle Gellar of “Cruel Intentions” on the MTV Film Awards on June 3, 2000.
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The outlet famous that Blair’s alcohol abuse escalated in her teenagers and 20s. In her memoir, Blair wrote that she was raped after a day of binge-drinking throughout a university spring break journey.

“I don’t know if both of them raped me. One of them definitely did,” she wrote. “I made myself small and quiet and waited for it to be over. I wish I could say what happened to me that night was an anomaly, but it wasn’t. I have been raped, multiple times, because I was too drunk to say the words ‘Please. Stop.’ Only that one time was violent. I came out of each event quiet and ashamed.”

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Blair shared that she had solely instructed her therapist concerning the traumatizing incident. Nevertheless, she was compelled to share her story brazenly as a part of her journey to heal.

“… I did not realize that assault was so central in my life,” Blair admitted. “I had so much shame and blame. I’m grateful I felt safe enough to put it on the page. And then can work on it with a therapist and with other writing, and really relieve that burden of shame on myself.”

Selma Blair was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis in 2018.

Selma Blair was identified with a number of sclerosis in 2018.
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Blair has been sober since 2016 and is now a proud mother to a 10-year-old son. She’s additionally feeling hopeful about her future.

“I’m in a good place,” she stated. “I cannot believe all this happened in my life, and I’m still here and I’m OK.”

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